kinds of things -- >> right. >> do you see the same kind of stuff going down when you see people like that go through the same stuff you went through or is everyone different? >> they handle it differently and it looked a little differently on them, but it's a similar garment we're all wearing, yeah. i think fame has a lot to do with it, excess. not so much excess but access. access to anything, a phone call at any point, day or night, it doesn't matter. >> money is no object, and there's lots of people who want to make money off you. you want drugs, booze, money, women, goddesses, whatever you like. you can lead the fantasy life, but in reality, it becomes a nightmare. >> at first, it's really bitching. it's radical, everything you thought it was going to be, and then it's not. and that turns on a dime. sometimes there's an emptiness, like wait, this was so cool an hour ago and now it sucks.